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[inja]

Did you give me a good karma point. LOL....just joking.

[Mr. TOP SECRET]

Nice thread we got going here you guys 

[Vhizer]

My advice....you need to determine from your guts stand point if when you do watch the news or read the crap that is going on in the world if you aren't being influenced by those news reports that give you this creepy feeling. Connecting the dots and understanding what is going on behind the scenes is entirely a different matter.

Hi inja,

Actually I felt a strange feeling about things before I even knew about the world...
I was around 4-5 years old...didn´t even know what a goverment was...

[inja]

My advice....you need to determine from your guts stand point if when you do watch the news or read the crap that is going on in the world if you aren't being influenced by those news reports that give you this creepy feeling. Connecting the dots and understanding what is going on behind the scenes is entirely a different matter.

Hi inja,

Actually I felt a strange feeling about things before I even knew about the world...
I was around 4-5 years old...didn´t even know what a goverment was...

Hello Vhizer......there are a lot of factors to take into consideration and I don't know what you believe in or don't believe in and so I don't want to express too much about what I think based on my own experiences in life. However I would be curious to know how you explain for yourself why you felt it at such a young age and what you think this "strange feeling" is.
I wasn't quite that young, I was more like 10 or 11 when I realized things just aren't right in this world and it wasn't until later in life when I discovered other people who saw the same that i actually could put real words behind what it was that i was feeling.......lol.....suddenly I was able to put words behind my feelings all because I met others who had already experienced what I had and I listened to what they where saying.

I hope you will respond I don't mind opening up but am not sure what you are thinking about your own feelings.

[Vhizer]

Hmmm regarding my experiences...I don´t really know what it could be...the firs thing that poped into my thoughts were that maybe I have a higher sense in "communicating" with nature itself...
Kinda like...I in some level could understand what nature was feeling at that moment...
Sounds a bit pathetic but it felt that way when I was young...

It could of course be some other reasons.

Maybe gays have higher understanding about nature than others when they are young...lol...*coughs*...

But anyway these days...I don´t really have this feeling that much, I might have gone from feelings to awareness of something unknown...
I doubt it has anything to do with humans...
Even my mother said that I screamed for no reason when I was 2 years old...like I was being frightened when infact nothing was present there.

If I saw ghost I would have seen them now aswell.
Maybe I`m just way to sensitive to different auras...

[inja]

I have this beautiful Silver Maple leaf tree in my front yard. Towered high above the house. I personally have always had a deep connection with my tree as I like to think of her. One day when my daughter was about 5 years old we had come home finding that the landlord had sent someone out to chop it's branches half way down. A cleaning out of old and dead branches would have been sufficient but they had opted for the other route. My daughter was devastated. Crying and hugging me, shouting to tell them to stop, stop, stop. It was out of my hands of course however she was feeling the pain intensely. I myself wasn't feeling very good about what was going on. After all this was my tree and believe it or not I had formed a relationship with her. I say her because my feelings tend to feel more of a female energy around this tree. Each tree is unique and each tree has a different feeling emanating from them.

I myself as a child would only turn to nature for comfort, advice and help. I had a rather crappy childhood and felt that no man or woman would be able to help me. But nature and it's aliveness on the other hand could. Even if it just meant it could hear my words and sorrow.

As children (most of us) are close to nature because we feel the aliveness within it. We instinctively know that there is something very special and magical out there that we are in tune with at such a young age. We don't lose this ability but "reason" eventually takes over for many and than we ignore it or write it off to our imagination. If we do not have parents that nourish this within us (cause society sure as hell won't) it eventually falls asleep in us waiting to be awakened from it's slumber during our journey here on earth.

I find nothing pathetic about it.

I use the word magical because to me that is what life is and all that resides within it. The good and the bad. We have choices to choose what path we are going to step on and explore. No matter what is thrown our way we always have a choice of what to do with it.

Also I do not believe we are born with a clean slate....a white sheet of paper where we will be writing our life stories on. I know (from my personal experiences) that we have volumes already written from past experiences that we bring into this lifetime. I do not subscribe to any religion or faith based system. I can only pass on based on what I have experienced in my own life that for me has become a universal truth. What i am of course saying here can be classified as "reincarnation" and "karma" which is fine with me since those two categories are my personal experience. What you feel and do with it is entirely up to you of course.

To me we are born with a huge volume of experience that we can tap into when we look inwards through silence.

In other words to me every soul here on earth past, present and future is for a lack of better words on a soul evolutionary path....it is why there is so much diversity on this earth, so much hate, so much love, so much pain and so much joy.

I don't believe you lost anything it is merely slumbering for the day you wish to reawaken it. And who knows how much experience you have already brought into this world....just for being who you are.

Being gay might increase your sensitivity...........but it isn't the reason you knew and felt how to communicate with your surroundings.

The thing about nature is that when you can feel it and hear it and you discover the communication link between you and nature....you realize the aliveness within it.....you feel that there is an essence of aliveness/awareness that merely differs in form on the outside. That changes everything...to me that makes pretty much everything very sacred.....and than suddenly you realize there is something very wrong with the world.....the immense destruction and manipulation goes beyond just targeting human beings. It is also targeting the very air we need to breath, the very water that nourishes and hydrates our cells, the soil that nourishes the plant life that in turn is our own very sustenance. There isn't anything here that doesn't have a direct connection to us or us to "it".

I do not use the word God....since that particular word cannot even come close to describing the consciousness I feel the universe represents.

You can do with my explanation what ever you like.....you have to walk your own path and make your own truth discoveries. For me this is my truth....a small part of it.

[Vhizer]

Nice of you to share your thoughts

Yes I see you have a good understanding on what life should mean to oneself.
Too bad most people aren´t even capable of thinking about these type of let´s say "advanced understanding about life"