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[Vhizer]

Are you Saturos?

Are you?

lol nah kidding yes I am...

The word relaxed...hmmm I don't even think I ever ever have felt close to relaxed ever since I was born.
I think that...perhaps...I have certain genes...that makes me "unrelaxed" forever.

My mom told me some time ago that I used to scream like hell a few times when alot of people were around me, like if they were all monsters.
Not to mention that all those years of torment from people might have risen my level of anxiety and so on by tenth fold.
I still have socialphobia, still sometimes have panic attacks around people and most of all I only get automaticly pissed off around most people.

So like it's impossbile to even find a middle-ground for ay type of meditation.

[lashmar]

I tried it again a little while ago...I think it worked. I started to lose track of time and so on but then I lost it again.

It kinda worked though!

[Regnad]

Good job you`ll get it. Just keep trying. It will be cool when you get there. No cares in the world, lifes good.

[Regnad]

I used to meditate to forget all the bad thing`s when I was young now I do it to keep sanity and don`t blow a gasket. Trust me it work`s. If it didn`t I would have already beat someone within an inch of there life. I couldn`t hold the anger in sometimes if I didn`t meditate. But I work out anger by riding my quad on my track out back after about 15 lap`s anger all gone to wore out to be mad.

[SRO]

That's it lash, just like that. It'll keep progressing from there.