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[Vhizer]

For your sake I hope you are not lying to me, I never lie about myself.

Although I don't have the obligation or anything to tell about myself to anyone either, especially not through the internet.

What I can assure all of you here is that since you know how I see the humans, let's just say I am everything they are not.

On the other hand I know all about paranoia and such problems sheye, I have serious problems aswell, all caused by others though and I had a friedn some years ago with paranoia like you have which he sadly turned against me thinking I wa slying to him when in reality I did my best to help him even though I was going through hell myself.
Too bad he chose to betray me and now I haven't seen or heard him in 3 years and I hope I never do because I see it like nothing more than garbage now.

I do not tolerate anything that conflicts my way of life especially not wihout hard evidence to back it up.

What I love with people (sarcasticly speaking) is that after some time they always call me and tell me I was right all along and they were wrong.
Fortunately my patience and tolerance for that person ended the minute they turned against me.

And today I have no social life whatsoever no friends no nothing and I'm gla dI don't.
Fucking waste of time everyone.

[lashmar]

And today I have no social life whatsoever no friends no nothing and I'm gla dI don't.
Fucking waste of time everyone.

*Cough, cough*

[Vhizer]

The internet does not count, it is just a place to be when you are bored or making your important shit...

[sheye]

For your sake I hope you are not lying to me, I never lie about myself.

Although I don't have the obligation or anything to tell about myself to anyone either, especially not through the internet.

What I can assure all of you here is that since you know how I see the humans, let's just say I am everything they are not.

On the other hand I know all about paranoia and such problems sheye, I have serious problems aswell, all caused by others though and I had a friedn some years ago with paranoia like you have which he sadly turned against me thinking I wa slying to him when in reality I did my best to help him even though I was going through hell myself.
Too bad he chose to betray me and now I haven't seen or heard him in 3 years and I hope I never do because I see it like nothing more than garbage now.

I do not tolerate anything that conflicts my way of life especially not wihout hard evidence to back it up.

What I love with people (sarcasticly speaking) is that after some time they always call me and tell me I was right all along and they were wrong.
Fortunately my patience and tolerance for that person ended the minute they turned against me.

And today I have no social life whatsoever no friends no nothing and I'm gla dI don't.
Fucking waste of time everyone.

could you please find it in your heart...to forgive me Vhizer....

I respect you more than you realize....and I listen to the dark voices in my head at times...that tell..me things are not as they appear....

I'm so sorry I took out my "rage" on you..you didn't deserve it....anymore than humanity deserves an atomic bomb...


we can work it out.....we can work it out....



(old beatles tune that I still love)


I hope you can forgive me...I need your forgiveness...or I don't want to live....  (sobs uncrontrollably)...and I mean that....you will make me angry if you don't care about me any more...


and you know I'm such a bytch when I get angry...

[Vhizer]

Atleast we agree to destroy these child molesters.

[sheye]

Sheye, are you taking care of yourself?  I read some of your posts at the BV and it sounds like something negative is happening in your life.  I hope you're not turning to alcohol to drink problems away.  Trust me, it doesn't work. 

Make sure you're getting good nutrition and sunlight.  Take vitamins and exercise, even if it is just by taking a walk around the block.  While you're doing that, "stop and smell the roses", literally.

Anyway, it isn't my business what is happening.  I just want you to know that I do care.  Always remember, "this too shall pass".

thankyou for the wise words of wisdom DT...and yes..I think some things have happened...and you're right..drinking doesn't make the stuff that bothers you go away...it just makes you care less..so it numbs the pain a bit...

I have acted very foolishly..in letting out anger..at the wrong souls..

I'm so sorry for that...

I'm grateful for you advice and WISDOM DT..I need to talk and let a few things off my heart..

I'm dissapointed by what I have seen...in my aprartment building as well as my city..


the sex trade seems to be growing here...and it bothers the hell outa me..

especially when it involves children and animals..

the evil sems to be growing...and that scares me..and angers me..

I hope I am wrong ...I really hope it is not as bad as I think..(shudders ).


the upper echelons of this city..can be VERY corrupt..

(shudders again...and weeps)

[Day_Tripper]

I had a light bulb go off reading this thread.  I had a roommate who was convinced he was being stalked.  For some reason I never witnessed any of these instances he spoke of.  I tried to give him support and show him information about gang stalking.  He even accused me of trying to poison him once, but that thought went away when he borrowed my car keys to bring in his gun and I didn't react.

In retrospect, with the help of this thread, I now believe that his diet was causing his paranoia.  He is a raging alcoholic, obese, and his diet consisted of what he ate at a bar or 7-11.  I suspect he was having issues with blood sugar levels and it was messing with his mental well being.

Diet is very important, especially when it comes to blood sugar levels.

Sheye, welcome to slavery.  We have been born into a world controlled by evil entities.  Both the UN and child "services" have been caught in child slavery and the sex trade.  This evil is embedded in the highest institutions.  It is horrid what really goes on behind closed doors.

I wish I had a solution to fix the evils of the world.  I think the first step is education.  If enough humans become aware of what is really going on, there will be another slave revolt.  There is more of us than them.  The hardest part is getting people to see through the propaganda.  Good humans have a hard time admitting the evil around them.  They don't want to believe that evils like this exist.  Hell, I wish it wasn't this way.  But, I can't just wish it away.

I'm sorry that you're personally witnessing these evils.  But really, it is all around all of us.  At least you have the courage to see.  That is a hell of a lot more than most are capable of doing.

[sheye]

Atleast we agree to destroy these child molesters.

reform is what i was thinking along the lines of...especially within the arena of the children involved....they need wisdom and love to sort out the "trauma" that emotional.sexual..and physical abuse can cause.

and often the "ring leaders"..of such vile organized wayz to make "money"..and satisfy the perverted lusts..of the "big players"


yep..dirty deeds done dirt cheap....so sad...

it will stop at some point..the children..are fighting for their freedoms....more...and they have good loving souls that are willing to help them.

[Day_Tripper]

The problem is this is systemic.  I didn't used to believe it, but the "rulers" really are evil and may really be part of a lucifarian cult that ritually abuses children.  If you haven't seen the Conspiracy of Silence yet about the Franklin Coverup, you should.  It's right here: http://www.theufobunker.com/index.php/topic,1410.msg3943.html#msg3943

[sheye]

  welll..the doc says everything checks out...my levels of vitamins are good..estrogen,,and testoterone both on an Ok level...

I have enough estrogen apparantly......wow..ok...so

this does not explain why I'm just friggin angry at times...

and its the injustice and hypocricy that makes me that way....

its not my fcking problemm..unless I make the crap that I see be my problem...

and I just might have room for another mission...

or 2...or 3